Tin Foil Hats

Basically the result of the ongoing cell phone debate today:
Mom: I am not paying for your phone
Me: Mom will you pay for half of it?
Mom: No, they fry your brain- they penetrate an inch past your skull
Me: how do they know that do they put little electrodes in your brain and go: oh wow I get service in here
Mom: How should I know!?
*Dad laughs Mom glares*
Me:Fine! I will wear a tin foil hat then!

Forever and Always

Do you remember when
we said we would be friends forever
we swore to be sisters always.
what happened since then?
lets go back to when we could make promises
forever and always

this is the inspiration for this blog
I didn't intend this to be all my average poetry
it's just what has been on my mind

The Depths of My Heart

You look into my eyes
and see all the things
my lips can't speak

You look into my eyes
and I am naked
my soul is bared
like a book for you to read

You look into my eyes
and see all the things
I can't comprehend myself

You are my best friend
my greatest love
the way you see me with one little look-
It scares the hell out of me

Baby Steps

This summer I learned to live from a woman who was dying of AIDs.
She had this aura of life about her, ironic a woman who was dying was filled with life.
This woman literally had nothing- her whole house was the size of my room and she was one of the happiest people I have ever known. After meeting her I decided that I wouldn't take the little things for granted. Meeting her changed my life and since meeting her and I liked the change and wanted to keep it that way

So I am trying to live my life better, which was easy and great this summer
but when school started again it was like nothing had changed. Everything went back to being pre-epifany so I am taking baby steps forward.