Dancing

So this randomly poped up on my hardrive (don't worry i put it there once)
and I happen to think sometimes things happen for a reason and it fits so:

"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass its about learning to dance in the rain"

and dear god it is stormy the storm is epic and I feel like I am being blowin into the air from all sides. I am in need of an anchor which I thought I had but turns out I am floating down a river without a paddle. This would be a nice time to be religous and think that somewhere out there in the huge universe there is a plan. Alas there is no plan at least not right now, I am planless.

so back to my topic dancing in the rain. I really have no idea how to go about that. At a loss of what else to do I went outside which was nice and suprisingly pleasent now my head is clearer.

Dear Snow

please stick around
the world is serene wraped in white
people stay home warm with family
swaddled in blankets
sipping steamy drinks
life returns to simplicity

You Asked....

I said yes
that changes everything

The End

the thought of you leaving
doesn't scare me nearly as much as this
the uncertainty


will you be around
this year? next year?
for my graduation?
there at my wedding?
to meet your grandkids?
this the uncertainty it kills me


one day you won't be here
to mend my heartaches
to pick up the pieces
and put me back together again
and I'll be broken and missing you


what scares me the most is not that this will come to an end
all things must end...
eventually
some sooner than others
but what if this never goes away?

the hurt loving you brings to me


our fights make my heart ache
who knows how much time we have
how can we waste it like this?
when I come home and know you are trying to be strong for me
I feel like my world comes crashing down


even in the end
I love you

As usual disney sums up my life

And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

basically this is I feeling about life
(I wish I was as cool as disney

Tiny Castle

I build it up around me
my tiny castle

it protects me from the world
my tiny castle

I am alone, sheltered in
my tiny castle

you nudged your way into
my tiny castle

and my tiny castle came tumbling down

Frozen Lips

they were trapped inside her head
she wanted to say it
to utter deep depths of her soul
hidden from the world
she tried to say it
it froze on her lips
returning to silence and secrecy
if she dared to say it they would become harsh reality
she was alone again in the prison of her own head